in the end you broke our unspoken promise. you.yes.you no?

sometimes, i want to be selfish, very selfish, so that it wont hurt so bad.at least for me.
I know to fly have always been your dream.and seeing your dream take flight, i'm never happier, for you.
like m, both of you have a dream so crystal clear that you're willing to put down everything and chase it.for that i'm envious and yet, it also mean that i have to learn to let go.
I miss you, the old you.and you know that if the old you is to come back, i'll clear my calender, any day.but i doubt you're coming back.are you?

"你说我像一个小孩
总爱让你猜
我说你才像个小孩
总要我说才明白
有些事 太快
失去了 等待 障碍
没了期待"


loverboy
dont wait for me please.
i dont have faith in myself.i really dont
we're not even talking about months.we're talking about years
and in three or four years, so many things can happen.
and i dont know if i can be good and not stray
sometimes i wonder
how can you be everything m is, and at the same time also everything he's not.